Part 1: Genesis of an Imposter - SinC(p1n1)
My reflections of the past 6 months becoming a creator writer
First of all, thank you for taking the time to read this.
My name is Clint, and this is my first attempt at this thing called writing. I consider myself a humble deep thinker who accidentally got into writing and now reads a lot. As a result, my brain is swollen with my perspective on how I view the world, and I’m eager to share it.
I’ve been terrified of writing for a long time because there's a high probability of grammatical errors and misplaced punctuation that always have to be corrected by that smart friend.
So what am I doing?
I made myself a goal in 2024:
Goal: To attempt all the things I’ve considered getting into that were held back by fear.
Although the weight of fear and judgment still exists, here I am, jumping off the cliff to share my thoughts with the world in hopes of adding some value to you.
It might get chaotic here as my mind holds many landmines, dug deep into rabbit holes. I own that I am an energy bearer, islander, engineer, philosopher, and innovative creator.
Welcome & Nice to meet you. I hope you find value in this content, if so let’s be friends. ♥️
Let’s SinC(n)
What’s inside? A whole bunch of stuff.
A Daydreamer’s Reflection: Struggling with life's demands? Learn to find balance.
A Daydreamer’s Reflection
Struggling with life's demands? Learn to find balance.
A Daydreamer’s Reflection - Short Story.
There once was a civilization called Bado that figured out the curves of life, creating a permaculture ecosystem built for sustainable living. Using nature as technology, they advanced in many innovative avenues, enabling steady growth that evolved with the natural environment surrounding them. There was no need for massive buildings, jails, or weapons; currency was the natural trading of perceived value by the handlers, and love was shared freely among them, showing the connectedness of this civilization. The Bado were transplants from a failed synchronization in their last living area, so they were determined to get it right this time by learning and innovating more in this environment.
However, there was another civilization called Alloway, originally part of the Bado civilization, but they broke off and settled in their own area, which had harsh weather and horrid conditions. GanGang was the self-proclaimed leader of the Alloway, and no one objected. GanGang was always seeking dominance over the other members. Their eagerness for power and infectious prowl gained them a following that led to their breakaway from the Bado. They created a system of control to give GanGang all the power. This power brought complexities that eventually led to failure due to their greed for ultimate control. This led to civil unrest and disputes among the Alloway, causing multiple sub-groups to rise against GanGang and even each other. As a result, they thoroughly destroyed their area in conflict, and those left alive after the war marched to a new area. However, GanGang had his sights set on Bado’s area.
After a long journey, the Alloway, now an even smaller group, finally arrived in the massive Bado area, which had enough resources to comfortably restart a new life, even for GanGang and the remaining Alloway members. But greed crept in again after GanGang learned of what they didn’t have. GanGang later created another system, this time one that instilled fear in those around him. The Alloway settled just off the edge of Bado, showing their intentions by building structures for safety as they still fought among themselves. To avoid repeating their previous failures, GanGang constructed weapons and pushed for more power and dominance among the Alloway.
The beings of both civilizations shared an imbalance in emotion, inherited from the original architects of Bado. They overwhelmingly chose positive over negative in their thoughts and actions, resulting in an 80/20 split—80% positive and 20% natural, uncontrolled emotional state. The Alloway’s harsh experience had put them in the opposite split. Led by GanGang, who was probably 1% positive, they conspired through propaganda, spies, and lies, converting some of Bado's followers with bribes of more perceived value.
At this point, GanGang realized their power with their weapons and the safety of their structures against at least their own weapons. This instilled a belief that the massive defensive structures couldn't be overcome by the weak Bado civilization, who never engaged in violent disputes beyond a punch. The time was right, and GanGang had all the strength they needed, leading to an invasion.
It was a surprise to see the battle lasting more than two cycles since Bado had no weapons. However, their permaculture structures and setup made the invasion hard for GanGang. The hiding spots became the plan for Bado in the first cycle, but they were being sought out and killed. Hence, regrouping and fighting back became the second cycle push. Bado learned how to use the weapons and harness their use of nature for technology. This slowed down Alloway, but they eventually took the area and destroyed the cultural history and technology of the Bado, replacing it with fabrications and illusions to keep their new members in line.
The Alloway then corrupted the remaining Bado people for many cycles, causing some to flee to different areas to escape the restrictions. Most groups, without a great architect to help them form a new civilization, relied on bits and pieces of information passed down verbally from their ancestors that had brought them great success. Although they were in many different parts of the sphere, they all pulled something different but similar from various historic timelines, creating foundations that were now built on a mix of nature, ready-made structures, and everything in between. Each new civilization focused especially on proactive ways of protecting themselves from an invasion by any other civilization.
A shift in the uppers showed an anomaly of repeated death, a curse that needed to be broken. It was a warning to bring back balance. Secret watchers began sending hints to those attuned to a specific wavelength, to some chosen beings, as most wouldn't be able to process the proverbs. In some civilizations, big and small, answers were shared by key selected beings. In their respective civilizations, they discovered new technological advancements, often focused on “protection.” Others were able to show logical reasoning in their faith, creating religious followings of those channeling the messages. There were even messages about sphere manipulation and gravitational pull, leading to theories of transitioning into producing another area naturally or with newly found technology. Some became the likes of preachers, politicians, and wealthy 1%ers due to the solutions derived from the whispers, creating zombie-like followers who would follow anyone willing to lead.
Their natural pattern of knowledge had been broken. A small group, Bado4Lyfe, held firmly to the cultural traditions and teachings from Bado. They traveled to different areas of various civilizations, studying the destructions and dominance of GanGang. GanGang was history now, but they had left in place a very intricate system of power, sex, and greed. It was discovered that in the early stages of the Alloway takeover, they included experiences to alter the structure of beings, producing more obedient followers. These alterations ranged from biological to even fictional technological contraptions.
The Alloway leader, not wanting to lose power, implemented a matrix paradox bio-transplant for all young ones after conquering Bado. This was the final straw that led most of Bado to flee with their young ones, unaware of GanGang’s full plan. This marked the beginning of a new global civilization set to last many cycles, destined to affect all beings even if claimed to be different. The selected, whose alterations didn't manifest in their internal systems, were the ones being whispered to. To revive the Bado cultural energy, the Bado4Lyfe group believed that if they found enough selected individuals to share their knowledge, they could start educating others for the next generation.
Bang, the noise of a rusty kettle falling jolts John out of his reflective focus state, where he had allowed his mind to wander and flow with the energy.
John was using a method called Reflection of Flow, where you let your mind go and see where it takes you. This is a fabricated story that was created in John’s mind, one that “flowed” until he was startled. Of course, this just leaves more questions: How does it end? What areas? Who are the whispers and the selected? Where, why, how? The Reflection of Flow technique is meant to bring in all you've learned from the 4 types of self-reflection:
Reflection of Acknowledgment
Reflection for Preparation
Reflection for Solution
Reflection of Flow
This unstructured method allows your mind to connect dots and create visions for analysis for entertainment, preparation or solutions.
Energy flows where the attention goes.
One of these techniques can be used for reflection to acknowledge your accomplishments, while another allows you to use what you've learned from your past solutions and preparation activities. Reflection of Flow has no objective, no phases or steps; you let your mind take you somewhere to find things to acknowledge, things to get excited about, to prepare for, and new problems to solve for innovation and creation. Use these techniques, interweaving them into the waves and cycles of your thoughts, as your mind carries you on a journey into ideations and outcomes that reflect our true existence.
I know I didn’t share the other types of reflections as this is the 4th one. If you’re interested, check out my YouTube channel where I started sharing these stories first or checkout the next post next week - “4 Types of Self Reflection Techniques:”😊
Story Written by Me, that include all the weird choices of words.
Near Email Length Limit
I had too much
Since this was my first post, I wanted to make sure it was impactful, so I prepared “a lot.” It looks like 5 posts in 1, and unfortunately, I can only provide one today, since SubStack yells at me “Near email length limit”. This is not a bad thing, as it’ll give you time to consume all that I’ve prepared. Here are the remaining titles that I’ll release over the next upcoming weeks:
4 Types of Self Reflection Techniques: Tools for your mind.
Launching My Journey as a Creator Coach: 6 months of too much preparation.
Top Proven Tips in Digital Marketing: Really? I’m just talking.
Major Tech News from the Last 6 Months": Today’s Tech New GPT by ChatGPT
Stay tuned for more content coming your way!
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It felt like i was reading a novel, loved it.